4/19/2008

MIA

Well, I have to say I'm sorry.
I've somewhat disappeared from internet life as it seems lately. Not because I don't like it here, but because a lot of things have been going on.
The internship isn't going too great and I am now counting down the weeks until I'm done with it. I am still afraid that I won't be graded high enough and will miss out on the points I need so much.. But I'll probably live.

Also, my parents put me on a curfew. No laptop or phone after eleven pm. It's a ridiculous rule really, especially since they don't really check on me..
But I have myself to blame for it.

Last saturday I decided to check out the nightlife in my hometown and didn't expect much of it, since I was going out alone and don't really know many people. But the bar I went to was quite nice, had a lot of 'alternative' people coming, people I like being around the most. So at first I enjoyed myself by listening to the stories of the people around me and then something that I hadn't expected happened. Someone I knew came in.
I didn't really know him that well, I'd just met him at parties from an old co-worker of mine and I occasionally saw him at the liquor store while I worked there and then one time at the shoestore. So he sat down with me and we had a little chat, which was nice. He was with a whole group, so eventually I mingled and after he had left, I was still very much enjoying myself ^-^
After the bar closed I was planning on going home, but got lost in conversation with another guy I'd just met. We kind of wandered through the streets and just chatted and had fun.
So when I finally turned up at home, around 4 am (maybe even 4.30..) my mom wasn't too happy. Problem was, I told my parents I'd probably be home around twelve, since I didn't expect to have fun. And then I was having so much fun that I forgot to let my parents know that it might get a bit late. And then I didn't hear my phone when they called and texted me >_<

So yeah, I got myself into a bit of trouble there ^-^"
But I think it's going to be alright.
I've seen the guy again yesterday, which was great. I don't really want to be dating again already, but that's no reason for me to not have some fun, right? I mean, it's been over a month now.. Are there rules to dating shortly after a break-up? I don't really know, since I've just gotten out of my first serious relationship.. It's confusing..

Today's the birthday of my grandmother, so I'll get to see all of my family again and answer questions about the break-up and on how I'm doing.. [sarcasm]That'll be great fun[/sarcasm] But I don't think it will be all that bad. And with a bit of luck, if we're not home too late, I can go out for a bit again ^-^ If my parents let me, that is..

Well, I really ought to go and shower, seeing how I've got to go to work in a couple hours.. It should be fun, seeing it's the shoestore and not the office ^-^

Take care and I'll try to get back in touch sometime soon. Know that I haven't forgotten about you guys and you can always reach me by e-mail ^-^
PS: Kelly, dear, I ADORE the stationary, it is soooo cute ^-^ I am also glad you like the gift. Oh, and a warning: the candy might be disgusting >_< sorry!!

And now a graph, just for the heck of it:

And no, it's no 'find the flaw'. It is very much true if you think about it ^-^
Ciao!

2 comments:

Shell said...

Sorry you aren't enjoying the internship. Working in an office isn't very thrilling, it's pretty boring and tedious actually. Hope you get a grade good enuff to pas for credit.

A curfew? Really? Yeah my parents were kinda weird like me with me too altho my brother, who was younger, never had to account for his comings and goings. Grrr. It's so unfair. Well, they worry about you I guess...

Glad to hear you are getting out and about post break up. Meet other ppl, other guys, kick up your heels a bit. ^_^

Happy B-day to your grandma. Hope it isn't too much of a pain explaining the "break up" to them all.

ttyl, shell

kittygurl said...

Sorry you got a curfew but I guess if you live under your parents roof you live by their rules. Glad you liked the stationary. I thought you would. I love that candy you sent just one of my weird likes I guess. My brother liked it too. there are no real rules for dating after a break up just no rebound relationships cause they hurt. Hope you have good day with your grandma and hope the whole break up story isnt too hard to go through. Love ya my friend.